Is This Good ?

Good or bad ?

Not sure ...

But i can wait for your answer .....

Just That you dun dodge me can le .....

Naimo is right ....

Music can release your feeling ....

Also can hook up our memories ....

Can anyone help me with this ?

难道真的. . . . . . . . . .

近期来的感觉....

距离越来越远了....

独秀太折磨了....

每天期待电话有信息....

期待听到你的声音....

你对我忽冷忽热....

令的我很难堪...

那种不知所措的感觉....

带来了沉默和寂寞....

只能在一旁靜靜陪伴她....

心里的不足，但知足就好了....

谢谢...

Miserable Days

This kind of day have pass before..

Why only today i have this kind of feelings ?!

Am i thinking too much....??

Or is really happening around me....??

Should i solve it ??

Or let it be ??

My sick maybe doesn't make any different...

Then why should i take care myself ??

Recently i listening to 1 song...

JJ Lin 林俊傑 - 她說 She Says

Maybe because this song is what i hope...

What i want...

Waiting................

Waiting..................

Waiting.......................

Waiting....................

Waiting...................

.......

Sickening days ~~

So many days post something le...

Really dun know what should i wrote here...

Feeling tired...

Already sick so many days...

Haiz....

From the days since my last post...

Lesser things has happen...

Everything beside is changing fast...but i think time go slow !!!

Maybe my mind full of her...

Ngek Ngek !

Since the last time i cough already almost a year...

This time it almost kill me ...

I cant talk,cant swollen

Only pain is in my sore throat ....

Haiz...

Then i m so "Dei Sei"

Sick like this still go to clubbing with friends...

But nvm,cause is for Naimo...

She feeling that night...

I already advise her...

Nothing i can do..just by support her by the side !!

We 5 tiger right ?!!

HaHaHaHa....

Next day..

My voice totally gone...

So i went the doctor to get some medicine..

I have it after i go back redbox...

So i feel so sleepy while 3-4

Take a nap in bar...but they said better dun so ask me went to a room...

Have some rest sin...

But during briefing  

Chris said something lar....pointing at me !

So obvious !

Haiz...u think i want de meh...

Hard to be a human being ar !!!

Actually i most wanted to hear from is from her...

The caring from her !!

Haiz...but she like nothing ....

If Everyday she ask me to fetch her...i sure willing de...but....

I know she wont ask....

Even thought in the car we chat a lot...

Quite good feel...

But i know it...

She still think that i m a best friends..is not those level...

Who cares !!!

No matter how hard is it...

I will try my best...

God help people who is Determined...

What A Curious Day

Same as the days before...

Alarm Set 8.45 morning but wake up at 9.45

Almost late to work !!

Thinking of my reason hopefully they accept it !!

XD

Today working is quite easy !!

Or it can be said Easiest among all the days...

Only blow water whole day...while doing things also blowing !

XD

Bored day !!!

But today i can for sure of 1 thing 

Redbox have no secret...

Steven come back to KL today...

And then the 1st thing he said to me...is

I Always Clubbing !!

What the problem ? Who cares about it ?

I Love To Clubbing !! <3

That the point !!

HeHe !!

He even know i kiss a girl during that time !!

I dun even know how this msg go to his ears...

I not sure he know i m chasing ....

But how he know ?

I being follow by paparazzi ??

Somebody stalking me ?!!

They Are So Geng !!

Antenna so high in the sky 

HaHaHa...

But i m dun care..I Am who I Am

I Love i Love...nobody can stop me !

XD

While i am wanted to go home...I saw Belle & FAT & Cute Naimo 

Belle so pity today...having a toothache...

I go bought some painkiller for her...

the Pharmacists told me eat 1 pill after meal..then she though the effect not good..

 having 2 pills...making her so sleepy now 

Pity her....

After that i went to Sense Cafe meet Naimo

We chat so much today...bout bastard or newcomer Or Miss C 

XD

Early this morning i forget to Charge my phone battery 

So i can't sms her after work...

This time i have a idea...I am thinking 

Not to sms her like normally..

See will she sms me back after a few days ?!

So i can decide whether to go ahead or not...

Is 50/50 chance 

Hopefully happen as i expected...

GOD BLESS ME !!!

Sick Le

Since i yesterday not free to write my blog..

I will be writing it in this blog as well...

haha..hopefully not long until can make people fell asleep..

yesterday i m late to work...luckily i my car number plate is broken

so i make up a reason using it to blame on police...

i m not so sure that they accept...but at least they look quite convincing !!

Hehe ....!!

For the whole working until i finish...

I dun seem to like going home..

Accompany pastry Sheng chatting until 10 o'clock ...

So many stupid things we already chat !!

"Fai Dao" !!!

During this whole period i being sms with someone ...

Making me quite happy since she willing to talk to me so much !!

I know is quite foolish ....

But to me...is not at all !!

XD

After that...i being to arena alone...saw my friend

We play dota along for quite a few game...

Suddenly we talk about traveling..

He Said every year he went Thailand 

Said there is a nice to shopping and having nightlife..(u know what i mean)

But during this conversation i m thinking of my job...

Is redbox can withstand this kind of traveling ?

my friend said that since he hate books...so he come out work during he 17

So now he 25 and quite successful 

Ask me to make out a decision early before is too late ...

i know that,but is a very hard decision !!!!

HEADACHE !!!!

And today is actually is a normal Saturday that need to work until 8...

But they are having meeting until 8 o'clock !!!

Then the night shift staff until 9 !!!

Making  me damn  "Pek Cheh"

Already not feeling well for the whole...and i need work until so late !!

So angry !!

when i drove jackson and jeft go home...i being so hot until my face is all red like 关公

After that...is sleep in the car without air cond from 10 until 2 o"clock

I sms her today...but she is having the same fate with kim...

Need to work 2 shift !!

But she said she tomorrow night shift...then much more better

Or not i will be worry she can wake up or not for the next day

For this 2 days i being hearing 我以为 品冠 this song 

This song 100% suit my situation now...

I wanted to know the answer...but i m not daring enough to get to know it 

Haiz...

I being so headache,hot while writing this blog...

But i know i must write it out...or not i cant stand it anymore !!

maybe stopping facebook is a good choice...

My 1st Blog

1st time write a blog...nervous a bit..

Pai Seh if anything wrong i wrote !

XD

Actually i want write this yesterday...but i dun know where to start....

Confuse Confuse @.@

Too many things happen recently 

Facing so many problem...

Work,Relationship,Money,Friend..blah blah blah !!

Clubbing Clubbing Clubbing 

Plus Some Asshole...

Make me owe so much money !!!

~!@#$%^&*()╕Φ▄zοÄ...~~~~

So Pek Chek !!

Damn hard to return...

Next month totally GG !!

Stop CLUBBING !!!!
=X Just Kidding !!

Worst of all..

My relationship problem...

Somebody told something i should not know...

Making me so damn hard make out a DECISION ~~~

HAIZ..!!

Should i go ahead of what i want,.or i just let it be...happen naturally ? 

Is hard to predict and i hope it will happen the way i want...
But Is Impossible !!
Should i go and ask her now,or just let her cool down a few days ?
By seeing her status make me feel that she still very in love to that guy..
Seeing her getting hurt by that guy,Making me want to save her and hug...
Giving all my care to her !!
AHH~~~~.......!!!!

By The Way,i want to resign.But do this helping me or bringing me down ?
when i want take resign letter from Jimmy.
I was getting scold from Jimmy for half an hour...
When i thought of it ...
Is quite true of what he said !
Should i stay on or i just leave to have some better work...
But Lower my chance to having her...??
Which 1 should i choose ?
The most i only can wait until next year march.


Hopefully what i wanted will happen ...
Not much to write..I think is too long for a fucking blog like this !!
XD